20 November 2009
sometimes,i really wonder if i'm doing the right thing by friend ruth and nathalie...am i really,like ms Hon and mrs Yap say,is bringing bad influence to them??i really dunno...All the blame is all over me!Even not my fault,also is my fault...i dunno why they are so.....so....TAT ONE!!~~and not onli me got "curtain"on my face ma..(fringe)but they bian bian choose me to scold me and embarassed me...i alreadi made the effort to clip my hair like last time the hairsyle(WHICH NO ONE SCOLDED ME!!~)but they still scold!!~~what the fking are they thinking..(hope no tchers saw this...)and other pupils also nv clip and they ignored the pupils...then i leh,keep on scolding,scolding...so idoit lorh...
and i realised tat today,when nathalie came to my house,something changed...last time i didnt really care playing with her,playing boxing and whatsoever but today...i suddenly realised tat i am avoiding her...aiya...i also dunno how to say...and horh...
ms hon and mrs yap tell me tht i very "qiao"...when they say tht,i was saying to myself"hello?i am tomboyish,where got qiao,is u qiao okay siao!~"and actually i wanted to add"老娘是淑女噢！~"
MAPLE <3 
3:23 PM
她真的变了。。我还以为我自己想太多了，但我全部想的都好像是事实。。我开始不这么了解她了。。。ruth，我不是说你啊，是默默人啊，别胡思乱想啊！你好像会猜到她是谁。。。她以前是个单纯又善良的女生，但现在，根本都不了解她。。
她一进i班就变另外一个人似的，以前很关心人家的感受，现在，在只懂得取消我的名字。。
天啊！！！到底发什么事啊！！~~还有。。。好像要和他分手咯。。他都不知道真实，还说我骗他一些事情。。真实生气到快要吐血咯。。sianz...明年还是继续留在H班。。真伤心。。连I班都不让我去！！！~~
明年的老师一定会骂我到半死！~~
MAPLE <3
2:51 PM
