13 May 2010
you sure u dun have friend??!!
eveytime i saw u with shermine,sheryl,celine,jia hui,yun fang,u call tis no friend??!!
and recess time u can go with ru bin,fang wen they all,u can call this no friends!
i and nat should be the one who doesnt have friends in honesty class!!
so wad u are trying to smile??
do u think i'm not??
i dun wan let them worry so i friend them
i dun wan them to worry so i faked a smile..
cant u see i'm always alone at HONESTY class
can u even see tat??
NO..coz u onli thought tat i hurt u..
SO WAD??!!
it's not like as if u nv hurt me before rite??
but did i even ignore u for more than 2 days??
NO!TATS BECOZ I CHERISHED THIS FRIENDSHIP
U WONT UNDERSTAND COZ U DUN UNDERSTAND ME
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yay,today got my exam marks!!~~did quite well,particularly,maths
english-63.5
maths-61
science(my lowest i think)54
as for chinese
I DUNNO!!~~
tomorrow den will find out...
is one more step to win nat le muhahaha
MAPLE <3 
4:16 PM
10 May 2010
i didnt know tat an ordinary friend could understand me better than my years of besties...
yea,maybe she's now in anger so she would say all those hurtful things..
i've nv thought tat yun fang knows my character so well...
one absolutely correct sentence she wrote: she's the type like "you say me rotten apple,okay,i be one to let you see!"type de...
but ruth disagrees...she think i'm really wat i'm like,a rotten apple..
she claims she understand me better than YF!~tat's wad hilarious!
yea,i think we should end our friendship once and for all
since u think tat i'm tat kind of person..
and im sorrie for hurting u but for my opinion,i think u hurt me more!
yea,u were hurt tat day for wad we did,but tat juz oone moment sadness,
and juz getting scolded by ur mum or dad or bro,wadever!
but i think i suffered more,today hearing ur laughters,
i was thinking u were juz acting,but in the other hand,i think u have recovered frm the sadness
but i havent!~!
i still cry!
i still cant control my feelings
i still cry hurtfully..tat pain,u would nv understand..
yes,i've been proving ppl to see the real me,but i cant...
i dunno how long i cried,how many times a day!juz becoz u wrote all the hurtful things abt me
so,i guess,tis friendship we cant last any longer rite?
MAPLE <3
2:41 PM
08 May 2010
so....the onli thiing i can do is not to mix wif all of u.....
yea...long ago i already realise i have influence u all...
i have also thought of breaking tis friendship
coz i know this day would happen...
i know i am too selfish to let u guys go
i'm scared without friends...
i'm sorry....i didnt mean to influence u all..
the more i didnt wan to be like me...
i wan to continue cherishing this friendship,
but if i really do tat,i am WAY too selfish....
i'm sorry....i wont let nat to be like me...
i didnt know JH could see me this way...
i'm terribly sorrie if i influenced you guys...
maybe u all are too unlucky to meet a BAD friend like me...
i dun deserve u all as my besties...
i could onli say tat i'm sorry
MAPLE <3
1:56 PM
